Besok gue pergi :(

Oke, gue ga bisa bohong buat yang satu ini, GUE CEWEK MANJA!

Buat yang satu ini gue amat sangat mengakuinya.
Gue adalah kategori manusia yang lebih banyak ngabisin waktu sama keluarga dibanding temen, terutama sama ibu.

Segala hal pasti harus ditemenin ibu. Mulai dari beli peralatan sekolah, peralatan pribadi, makan dimasakin ibu, bahkan disuapin ibu, dan segalanya.

Jadi begitu tau besok harus pergi, satu orang yang paling berat gue tinggalin itu ibu.

Dan semua keluarga gue, mereka selalu manjain gue, selalu berusaha nurutin apa yang gue pengen, walaupun sifat gue yang begini, tapi mereka selalu nurutin apa mau gue.

Gue berat ninggalin semuanya... walau gue tau ini cuman buat sementara, tetep aja rasanya susah.
Mungkin ini ga bakal susah buat orang yang biasa ngehabisin waktu di luar rumah, tapi gue bukan model manusia kayak begitu.

Dan yang paling bikin ga siap....
Gue takuuuuuuuttttt.......
Gue takut pas gue ga ada di rumah terjadi sesuatu yang ga gue pengenin...

Gue takut kejadian pas gue di pondok dulu keulang lagi, waktu bapak di pergi dan gue cuman bisa nemuin dia waktu nafasnya udah diambil allah
Itu secara ga langsung bikin trauma tersendiri buat gue, trauma kalo hal itu bakal terjadi lagi pas gue ga lagi di rumah...

Gue gamauuuuuuuu........
Gue takuuuuuttttt........

Allah, lindungi mereka, jika kau ingin memberikan hal buruk, limpahkan saja kepadaku....

Sumpah.... kalo bisa di ukur kadar desperate gue saat ini, mungkin ini udah ada di batas maksimal, atau mungkin lebih dari maksimal.

Cuman bisa berdoa, semoga kalian semua baik baik aja. Gue sayang banget sama kalian... Gamau pisah sama kalian...

Doa gue cuma satu:
Allah, sebelum kau ambil mereka, ambil aku terlebih dahulu. Karena aku tak akan pernah sanggup hidup tanpa mereka

I GET #CAKKAOPENWALL

I GET IT GUYS... on tuesday, 14 august 2012 at 23.15pm
Awalnya gue fighting buat dapetin ini, akhirnya gue nyerah.. tapi pas gue iseng nge wall lagi *dan ga berharap dibales* cuman asal wall... TERNYATA DIBALES! cakka ngeliat dan bales... yaampuuun senengnyaaa
I Love @cakkaNRG so DAMN!
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soundcloud poconggg (jomblo-jomblo terkutuk)

Haloooo jomblo-jomblo yang terkutuk

Gimana sabtu malemnya? Asik?

Ngga keluar ya? Ya ampuun

Dari tadi semaleman cuman internetan. Buka twitter, nge refresh timeline masih belum ada yang baru. Refresh lagi, belum ada yang baru. Refresh lagi, gitu gitu terus sampe zaman kebangkitan.

Ga ada kerjaan, ngecek siaran tv ga ada yang bagus. Duduk, pergi ke kulkas, buka kulkas ga ada makanan, tutup lagi. Duduk, ngga berapa lama ke kulkas lagi, ngecek lagi, ya tetep aja ngga ada, duduk lagi.

Buka twitter lagi refresh timeline lagi, astaghfirullah

Tapi gapapa sebenarnya tuhan bersama orang-orang yang sabar.

Gue pernah denger, kalo ga salah dari oka, tapi gue juga lupa dari siapa. Dia bilang kaya gini “sebenarnya malem minggu itu cuman sabtu malem yang di lebih-lebihkan”

Gue setuju!

Karena emang orang terlalu lebay menyambut malem minggu,  sebenarnya itu sama seperti malam-malam lain cuman agak di lebih-lebihkan dikit.

Jadi sebenernya engga usah sedih, gue bersama kalian.

Terkutuklah orang yang menyebut dengan kata *maaf* malem minggu karena sebenernya itu hanyalah sabtu malam yang di lebih lebihkan.

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Soundcloud poconggg (happy sunday)

Pendekatan itu bukan masalah waktu, tapi masalah cocok-cocokan.

Jadi engga usah takut diledekin temen gara-gara lo baru deket sama orang tapi lo udah pengen jadian sama dia. Akhirnya lo tahan-tahan, karena takut diledekin temen lo.

Karena, nantinya juga yang ngejalanin hubungan itu elo bukan temen-temen lo.

Dan seperti kata oka, “ga ada yang lebih menyedihkan dibanding pengen jadian sama orang tapi harus nunggu orang itu putus dulu dengan pacarnya”

Selamat pagi, have a nice weekend!

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utami vocal practice cover 'bizzare love triangle'

Iseng nih gue nyanyi ini

biarpun di beberapa part napas gue ga nyampe dan ngap ngapan haha
maklum lah, namanya juga amatir singer, ga ada pelatihan sama sekali

just enjoy :D

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utami (cover bizzare love triangle) vocal practice

Chord and lyrics payphone

Cadd9 G Em Dsus4 – only chords

Cadd9                             G
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
Em                              Dsus4  
All of my change I've spent on you
                Cadd9                           
Where are the times gone baby
        G                               Em                        Dsus4
It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two


Cadd9                                           G
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
                                     Em
The people we used to be
                                       Dsus4
It's even harder to picture
                                               Cadd9
That you're not here next to me
                                              G
You said it's too late to make it
                                  Em
But is it too late to try?
                                                   Dsus4                                        
And then that time that you wasted
                                          Cadd9
All of our bridges burnt down


                                G
I've wasted my nights
                                   Em
You turned out the lights
                          Dsus4
Now I'm paralyzed
                             Cadd9                              G
Still stucked in that time when we called it love
                 
  Em                                 Dsus4
But even the sun sets in paradise
Cadd9                   G
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
Em                              Dsus4  
All of my change I've spent on you
                Cadd9                           
Where are the times gone baby

G                               Em                        Dsus4
It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two
                Cadd9             G
If happy ever after did exist
                  Em                                Dsus4
I would still be holding you like this
                    Cadd9                          G
And all those fairytales are full of it
                         Em                             Dsus4
One more stupid love song I'll be safe

Cadd9                                        G
  You turned your back on tomorrow
                                        Em
Cause you forgot yesterday
                                           Dsus4
I gave you my love to borrow
                                Cadd9
But just gave it away
                                                 G
You can't expect me to be a friend
                                     Em
I don't expect you to care
                                Dsus4
I know I said it before
                                                 Cadd9
But all of our bridges burnt down
                                G
I've wasted my nights
                                   Em
You turned out the lights
                          Dsus4
Now I'm paralyzed
                             Cadd9                              G
Still stucked in that time when we called it love
                   Em                   Dsus4
But even the sun sets in paradise

Cadd9                             G
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
     Em                      Dsus4     
All of my change I've spent on you
                Cadd9                           
Where are the times gone baby
        G                               Em                        Dsus4
It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two
    Cadd9 /             G 
If happy ever after did exist
                      Em                           Dsus4
I would still be holding you like this
                    Cadd9                           G
And all those fairytales are full of it
                          Em                            Dsus4
One more stupid love song I'll be safe

Cadd9                             G
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
     Em                      Dsus4     
All of my change I've spent on you
                Cadd9                           
Where are the times gone baby
        G                               Em                        Dsus4
It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two

[Wiz khalifa]
Now work that sh-t
I'll be right here spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why wasn't you who came out from nothing
Made it from the botton
Now when you see me I'm struting
And all of my cause a way to push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never can call it
Don't need my name, or my show
You can tell it I'm ballin'
Shish, what a shame coulda got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for it
Phantom roll out valet open doors
Where's the car way, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go take that little piece of sh-t with you

Cadd9                             G
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
Em                              Dsus4  
All of my change I've spent on you
                Cadd9                           
Where are the times gone baby
        G                               Em                        Dsus4
It's all wrong, we're at the place we made for two

                Cadd9             G
If happy ever after did exist
                  Em                                Dsus4
I would still be holding you like this
                    Cadd9                          G
And all those fairytales are full of it
                         Em                             Dsus4
One more stupid love song I'll be safe

Cadd9                             
Now I'm at a payphone…